s/he is alive

Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I don’t like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most
beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?

You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that when you’re awake, any more?

I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait.

…Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. The told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

-every abortion is just one more heart that was stopped. two more eyes that will never see. two more hands that will never touch. two more legs that will never run. one more mouth that will never speak.

helena bonham carter

Imagine his mother’s suprise when while, cleaning under his bed, Jeremiah’s mother discovered that while his schoolmates might bring home ladybugs, stray kittens, or tadpoles, little Jeremiah preferred to collect hobos.

 

 

 -or bellatrix lestrange was born may 1966, 26 in london. she is really my obs. she is pureblood with her odd all stuff. she had tim burton as her driver, billy raymond burton and nell burton as her doll.

she killed sirius black. she likes to used unforgivable curses. avada kedavra (sirius black addict), imperius, cruciatus.

my account

facebook, twitter, koprol, plurk, tumblr, we heart it, blogspot, crunchyroll, flickr, etc.

feel free to take a look, follow or unfollowed.

blackberry berry

bb di blokir di indonesia? software pengintai bb?

sedikit sejarah, BlackBerry pertama kali diperkenalkan di Indonesia pada pertengahan Desember 2004 oleh operator Indosat dan perusahaan Starhub. ...fasilitas BlackBerry Connect yang memungkinkan BlackBerry Internet Solution diakses melalui smartphone jenis lain seperti Nokia (N-9500, N-9300, N-9300i, E61. E71), Sony Ericsson P910i, M600i, Palm Treo, Dopod, dan lainnya. (wikipedia.org)

-Dua negara di kawasan timur tengah memblokir layanan BlackBerry lantaran software mata-mata yang digunakan pada perangkat tersebut. Peranti lunak itu dianggap berbahaya karena mampu mengirimkan informasi ke kantor pusat Research In Motion (RIM) di Kanada, yang menurut pemerintah menjadi sekutu Amerika Serikat.- (tempointeraktif.com)

-Departemen Komunikasi dan Informatika (Depkominfo) sementara ini menghentikan laju impor BlackBerry dengan tidak melayani sertifikasi produk yang akan masuk Indonesia. Pemblokiran Blackberry ini dilakukan lantaran software mata-mata yang digunakan pada perangkat tersebut.- (ndyteen.com)

software pengintai pada bb atau pada bbm, saya rasa ga ada masalah. kalau memang bersifat rahasia besar (pemerintah) sebaiknya tidak dibicarakan di bbm. kalau rahasia remaja sih engga masalah ya kalau rim sampai baca.

bb dilengkapi banyak aplikasi selain bbm, yakni evernote, facebook / twitter for blackberry, mobipocket reader(meskipun jarang dipake), viigo, google maps, fast food finder, caffeine finder, dll.

kegunaanya lebih banyak daripada memikirkan software pengintai itu. jadi, sayang banget kalau bb jadi di blokir di indonesia. alhamdulillah enggak.

charlie chaplin time traveller

video ini muncul sekitar tahun 1928. tapi kenapa sudah ada handphone ya? 

-Adegan aneh ini ditemukan oleh sutradara asal Irlandia, George Clarke. Clarke yang penggemar berat Charlie Chaplin keheranan ketika menjumpai adegan seseorang berjalan dan berbicara melalui sebuah perangkat yang amat mirip ponsel.-

 banyak komentar orang tentang kasus ini. ada yang mengatakan bahwa itu adalah alat bantu dengar, headset/earphone, dll. bahkan :

-“Kesimpulanku yang terdengar konyol adalah dia seseorang yang memakai mesin waktu,” tambah Clarke, seperti detikINET kutip dari NZHerald, Jumat (29/10/2010).-

alat bantu dengar, bentuknya kecil.

earphone, digunakan umumnya untuk radio pada tahun 1919 (wikipedia.org).

handphone, digunakan pertama kali tahun 1970 yang diawali dengan penggunaan mikroprosesor untuk teknologi komunikasi dan tahun 1971 ARP (kaskus.us).

kalau alat bantu dengar, wanita itu menggenggam terlalu besar dan seperti sedang berbicara ya walaupun bisa saja dia sedang mencoba abd nya.

kalau earphone, rasanya juga tidak sebesar genggamannya. dan masa dia mau bawa radio kemana mana? ga kliatan antena radionya juga.

kalau handphone, sebenarnya ini paling pas. tapi ga logis banget secara baru ditemukan tahun segitu.

lebih lebih seperti katanya Clarke tentang mesin waktu. ngga setuju banget.

kalau menurut saya itu ya alat bantu dengar(walaupun kegedean tapi paling logis).